Love, Cancer, & the Whole Crazy Thing!

Had a bit of an emotional moment when I had to have my husband unknot/unmatte hair from my head… Matted cause it was unattached… :S

People annoy me… How r u gonna tell Ur husband that he can tell his boss he can work the week u were planning on going on vacation, without telling those u were gonna go on vacation with first… Umm hello it affects those people! Not to mention doing this just a day and a half before we r scheduled to fucking leave!

5 days ago I married a man than completes me. He is loving, caring, supportive, not submissive, gracious, and overall one of the most amazing human beings I have ever had the pleasure to know!

9 years ago yesterday I was declared in remission of Hodgkin’s Disease, (Hodgkin’s lymphoma cancer)

There is nothing to say that I will get the same declaration with my lung cancer, but quite honestly… I love my life, I love my family and I love my husband!

I have lived… I mean truly lived… How many of u can say this..?

Kinda wanna go do something I have not done in a long time… Ugh!

Not having a good few days… Need a car… But mine is beyond broken… So much stuff going on… So don’t want to deal with the world… Have an amazing guy that just wants to fix it all but since we r broke… It’s not an option…

Wishes ashley j will call me ASAP! Number on FB…

The stone does cry…

I just did one of the hardest things I have done in a long time… I just asked a very wonderful man to walk me down the aisle at my wedding.. he graciously agreed with shock and cried at the honor… I cried as I asked…